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DISCLAIMER
I know that some people loathe me, I'm not going to deny that. but still if your going to insist on proceeding, do kindly remember that much as you dislike me or what, this is still my blog So you can very well go and stick your head down some crocodile's head and die:D
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CHARACTERISATION
CHERISH Is proud, mean, nice, modest, retarded, is crazily obesssed with those swirly colourful ginormous lollipops(: and is prolly someone you would call a bitch airhead. but still, I dont care.

010594
St. marg's sec
Student
Dancer
Elephants&hippos are my friends & polar bears are effing gay.
I like lollipops(:

UNCONDITIONAL DESIRES
Nike bag
havaianas
W850i
ipod nano
fishnet stockings
more candy
more chocz
new shoes
new sunglasses
silver clutch from Forever21
infatuation
LOLLIPOPS
DANCE
SUNNIES
SURF
SUN
DANCE
RUNNING
SHOES
HIM♥
PHONE
LAPTOP
EYELINER
STRAWBERRIES & WHIPCREAM
DONUTS
TALKING TRASH
CALLING MACS AT RANDOM HOURS OF THE NIGHT, AND THEN HANGING UP(damn I'm lame)
SCREAM IT OUT


LOVED
andrea
asyiha
chantal
CHLOE:D
felicia
hannah
Joey
kristin
lis
lisa
liyi
Priyanka
Renhui
RISA:D
shuhada
yunhi


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♥ Sunday, August 19, 2007 8/19/2007 04:53:00 PM

changed skin, cause chantal told me that my old one was the same as kerin, gross manzxzxz. I like this skin, its bloody cute(: skipped church today cause I felt like I was gonna puke like a gazillion times, and I was at BV alrdy-.- so cabbed home, I swear I was frikken giddy. so today's bloody boring, I spent the whole day rotting at home. I didnt even touch my books, ohhmygahhhh, I'm gonna fail everything and the principal's gonna ask me to drop out, bloody shitzzzzzzzzz. dad was super -___________-" today, I didnt go to church and he was frikken angry. convo went like this:
dad: why are you not going to church?!
me: cause I'm damn giddy, and I feel like puking.
dad:you dont come and kid me luh! its cause your late right! wl, I tell you to go okay! GO GET THE FREE PEN FOR ME!
me:-__________-" go for wht! the pen like shit somemore,
dad: it looks like montblanc(?)
me: you got dont know how many montblanc pens alrdy!
dad: wahlao ehhhhhh,
end of convo.
ahah! yeahh, dad's weird. the free pen that they gave for the anniversary thingy is kenasai somemore, it doesnt even look like montblanc(?) wl, sometimes ah, my father can be so -.-"
so anywayyyyyyy, sexxaye I hope your okay, you being so depressed and all, is worrying me mann. school tomorrow): damn, I dont feel like going at all. SURPRISINGLY, I did all my homework. okay scratch that, I just remembered I have that bloody science project on telling people the danger's of smoking. wl eh, sometimes uh, I wonder why do so many of this projects for wht, not like smokers are gonna stop smoking, yeahh so this projects are just wasting my time mann, you teachers uh, so boliao. talking to ahem now, yeahh and I think wht she said is effing true. I dont even know why I still bother hanging on to the love that I'll never get, yeahh and I wont even stand a chance. yeahh I think I'm damn stupid for even thinking that there might be a chance, but sometimes its not so easy to just give everything up like this. dammit, screw love, your screwing up this goddamn life of mine.



hanging on so dearly to the love I'll never get,
no, I dont want to face the truth, I never want to
cause sometimes, the truth hurts so badly,