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Monday, July 23, 2007
7/23/2007 07:26:00 PM
school was crappy today, I screwed my oral up big time, I think. I wasnt in the mood to do anything at all, risa;trina;chloe kept asking if I was okay, ily you all manymanymany, you guys are the besttttttt. lets just hope that this thing blows away quickly, I cant stand it anymore, worrying about it everyday. dammit. went to tong shui cafe after oral with lis, ahh well, she was feeling down I was feeling down. we went mad eating. my eyes are friggen tiny, teeny weeny mann. gosh, damn pain somemore luh. damn. dont feel like schooling tomorrow, and tuesdays always suckk anyway. everything seems to suck nowadays, its friggen raining now, and there's lightning and thunder, the bubble tea that im drinking now sucks to the ultimate maxximummzzz, school sucks, life sucks, everything that im trying to make right is screwed. sexxaye, I'm sorry that I didnt read your sms, sorry for what's happening. I promise I'll be there for you no matter what alright, things are gonna be okay for you, you'll get throught this I know, dont worry so much alrighty? ily babe,
~If you leave me tonight
I'll wake up alone
Don't tell me I will make it on my own
Don't leave me tonight
This heart of stone Will sink
'til it dies If you leave me tonight
Don't you know My heart is pumping hope
It's putting out the fight
I got this feeling That everything’s alright
Don't you see I'm not the only one for you
But you're the only one for me,
~So bottle up old love
And throw it out to sea
Watch it away as you cry
A year has past
The seasons go
Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseech you
Simple things that make you run away,